Billy was misbehaving so the teacher took away our class’s only two sets of Jenga. Its all Billy’s fault!

Lol this so much. Chicken just taste better lol, why even have turkey.

I still remember that day, I remember feeling so scared. I can almost remember that scene as if it happened mere moments ago.

Of course, not all the details, more like a blurry gif in monochrome in 480p, rather than a 4K HDR Movie. But the emotions, its very vivid.

I sort of didn’t try to remember it, I know its there, I just didn’t actively dig it up, but then again and again, time after time, I keep having to fight my brother. Happened so many times I lost count, probably like 10-200 fights, and constant micro-confrontations, also manipulative as hell, pretend to wanna be nice and play games with me, then I let my guard down, then later confontations happen again.

That memory just slowly leaked bit by bit until it just came back. I know it existed, I was just too weak to confront my own memories, so I try to avoid it as long as I could. Because it’s very overwhelming.

But its inevitable that I have to face the past.

Somehow, being yelled at in Cantonese feels like it hurts my feelings more. Like… it feels more “intimate”, its much more personal. Only family uses it, so it feel worse when Cantonese (or sometimes Taishanese) is used. Like I feel like it activates a different part of my bain that’s closer to emotions, while English, even though it can still be terrifying, is slightly more distant.

English, is more like someone outside trying to breach your house, Cantonese, feels like mom chasing you around the house and beat you as if you are still 7 years old and too young to defend yourself.

Hey, 我也会中文。我在广州出生，在中国读书至到二年级，然后就出国了。我会粤语和国语 (aka: 普通话)，会基本的字（会看不会写 xD，用拼音或粤拼来打的字）。很 Interesting 的语言。Many words/phrases are self explanatory, unlike English, lol.

I think the grammer and sentence stucture is a but non-standard because I think Cantonese sentense structure is a bit different(?) and the English as my now-primary language messes with it a bit. I can understand like most of Mandarin or Cantonese drama without subtitles, except maybe an occasional vocabulary that I don’t have in my Lexicon yet.

Yes, but even in a deep blue city, I’ve personally seen trump signs… lunatics exist.

Claiming all far-right account as “bots” underestimate how dangerous these extremists are.

Of course, that user might be a bot. But not all of them are bots. And that’s what’s scary, the fact that these opinions are actually held by real people.

hostility against China

反共不等于反国

反政府不等于反人民

中共不代表全世界的华人

你这些西方人只靠翻译软件才能看懂这些字，你没权插手讲关于中国的事，尤其是你像你这样支持独裁的“白猴子”。

Also, nice modlog: https://archive.ph/J0en8

Peak irony for a supporter of a regime that is against LGBT rights and actively engages in censorship of gay people in media.

Xi is member of CCP and the PRC tyranny. Xi deserves death.

Conservatives are busy harassing Chinese Immigrants who just want to live a peaceful life.

川普同志万岁

习主席万岁

世界上两个最好的同志 Happily Ever After!

(同志 can translate to “comrade” or it can be used as “gay”/“gay person”, lolz. Wassup, my fellow 同志 😏)

I wanna reincarnate as SCP-999

I mean, you could use separate accounts for posting and voting. Use over Tor. It’d be anonymous.

IRL events is filled with irony.

Dems are the ones that tried to implement “may-issue” gun permit laws, which delegated the power to issue gun permits to police discretion, guess what happens if a black dude tries to get a gun permit and the officer was white. See the problem? “I have a bad feeling about this guy, DENIED!”

Meanwhile, the 6 authoritarian far-right supreme court justices ironically were the ones that stuck down those shitty laws, and now it’s “shall-issue” nationwide, meaning cops can no longer use their discretion or “gut feeling” to deny gun permits, if a person meets the requirements, they are required to issue a gun permit. Makes the process more fair.

Such irony, authoritarians end up making carrying arms easier.

Well, not me. Not our family.

Mom is dumb and has no independent thoughts, so I just told her to vote blue because the other side is trying to deport us.

How do you know its a bot tho? Right-wing extremist do exist irl, you know that right?

Okay, blocked. xD

I saw a video of a woman in China (Edit: actually she was Korean) talking to an AI recreation of her child (then-deceased) through VR.

I felt so creeped out by it. Like wtf, if I die, I want my mom to remember me, not talking to a fucking AI IMPOSTER.

Edit: Looked it up, actually it’s a Korean woman, I mixed it up: https://www.reddit.com/r/MadeMeCry/comments/12zkqy8/mother_meets_deceased_daughter_through_vr/

Hey I remember playing with dandelions as a kid. So fun lol.

聯合宇宙 - Federated Universe

or 聯宇 for short?

sounds too similar to 亂雨 in Cantonese with a different tone, Chaotic Rain.

Okay I’m gonna call this Chaotic Rain instead of Fediverse. Make sense, with so much “nicole” spam and even recently there are LLM-bots posing as people. Just like in a chaotic rain-storm, because this is essentially what the fediverse is, millions of droplets (users) forming puddles (instances) and eventually flowing into rivers (federation).

Hey, you can even shower in this “Chaotic Rain”, a true “Showerthought”, xD

Hey we got our first case of the mandela effect on Lemmy. Welcome to our timeline!