Don’t take me too seriously - I sure don’t

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Cake day: July 9th, 2025

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  • Esketamine did a lot to help with the overwhelming anhedonia. For around a year I was more able to enjoy doing things. Not perfect of course, but it definitely helped. ECT helped too, but it didn’t last as long so I don’t recommend it as a first plan. TMS helps some people, just not me.

    Meds can help take the edge off too, but they aren’t going to fix it. And in this hellscape of a world, I don’t think there’s any complete cure likely.

    It might be worth looking into pursuing a hobby you care about more seriously, if you have one you do or are interested in trying. Having something regular to work on you can enjoy even sometimes gives you something to look forward to and feel kinda good about. For me that’s mostly music, but it could be writing, board games, fencing, whatever.

    You’re worth keeping alive. I hope you can find something that helps.






  • For me it was definitely seeing Delain in concert. I splurged for VIP tickets for the first time ever, and I got treated to an acoustic performance of Start Swimming and I got a picture with them. It was fricking awesome, such a good night.

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    Second place is when I won tickets off a radio show to see testament, megadeth, and slayer. Testament killed it, and megadeth put on the entirety of rust in peace then played some of their popular hits, it was sick. I didn’t get to stay for all of slayer though, my brother drove me and he was ready to go halfway through their set. It was still a rad as hell show.