I can relate… If it is worth doing, it must be done 100% right, first try, zero margin for error, no rehearsals, no practise round.
Like rocket science!
(Except I know that’s not how rocket science is done, either, but somehow that thought refuses to sink in)
This has always frustrated me too. For me the biggest frustration with this is that putting my thoughts into words is hard work since they are usually abstract. So explaining how my thought process was for any given result is painful, especially if it’s a longer thought process. I imagine it’s so easy for people who think in words, that they can not understand what the problem is.