It sucks enough that I’ve lost my friend, it sucks even more that I still have to work with him, and it sucks even more that even Hextube doesn’t seem to be a place to turn anymore. It sucks the most that I can’t even feel my own emotions because of excessive SSRIs.
i tried to post this to c/mentalhealth and it blocked me for some reason
Sorry to hear this comrade. I don’t know what to say, so maybe sharing a sentiment will help in some way -
I lost a number of friends in 2023 for, well, lots of reasons. Most bridges seem to irreparably burned. While I dunno why the MH comm stopped you from posting, im glad youre talking about it. For me, when im not doing the best, I shut down and wall myself off. So it’s encouraging to see you being candid.
Sending all the love in the world
I’m doing better now after a little bacardio
i ended up falling for my friend but he already has a partner, then we got too close, then he (probably rightfully) cut me off
now i have to handle being so alone (never been in a relationship) and i also have to handle seeing him feet away from me in the break room every day while we ignore each other
fucking hell i’m 28 now jesus christ
If it helps I always like your train posts
Hang in there dudethanks bud
the other day i kinda lost it and posted a hawk pic
i’m glad i sent it to hexbear
my hawk iz a little small so please be nice https://hexbear.net/post/1743514
You’re super cool and I always love your posts and your doing a book club inspired me to start my own
i need to actually finish that book club, speaking of
but with Unmasking Autismneed to go through and make more notes and have a post and post it with the Create Post button
It sucks the most that I can’t even feel my own emotions because of excessive SSRIs.
I know exactly how this feels and it sucks big time.
thanks bud
yeah a lot of pretty sad shit has happened in my life and i haven’t been able to cry once
Being unable to cry is a unique torment. Maybe instead some silly videos to take your mind of it? https://youtu.be/opCvBzYXyd0
It sucks enough that I’ve lost my friend, it sucks even more that I still have to work with him
i seem to be in the same boat right now. shit sucks.
glad we’re not alone
it became a whole mess, at least in my head
i wish i could tell him that i love him, but i can’t even talk to him
we can’t be together
i had to talk to him today for work-related reasons and he just looked at me with the most terrified eyes
it hurts to see him in fear, it hurts that i can’t comfort him, it hurts that i can’t be with him, it hurts that i can’t hurt
dunno why i’m drinking again when i was saying today that drinking can only make a bad situation worse, which is exactly what is happening right now
Wish I could do something wtyp, life should be easier
i learned a new rule about drinking
if you don’t move it feels worse
if you exercise it feels better
maybe i need to try bacardio
Sending you a hug. It will get better than this. And stick around to see what happens in the world. We are not in control of it but we can watch it and wait in case something cool happens that we can participate in like a revolution.
Hang in there. We all have hard times. They suck. But they do end. Eventually.
I’m sorry you’re having to go through this and that you can’t find solace in some of the places you used to. I hate how sadness saps the joy from things you thought you could count on.
Idk what you’re going through but sorry to hear that you’re hurting
please accept my emoji hug.Everything ok?
no
Yeah dumb question on my part, I don’t know shit about you, name things you want to talk about
Nvm I’m terrible at this I’ll let someone else talk
dumb questions are cool, it’s the though that counts
i wish i could tell him that i love him but i know why i can’t
I know that feeling, used to know a guy now he doesn’t even reapond to me
currently 2 shots deep listening to joy division and hugging a blanket
I want the strength and support to continue to do the right thing. I want to mourn the loss of my friendship
- I wish I had something to say but this emotes all i got
It’s really nice to wake up and see the outpouring of love from Hexbear (and beyond, I see you Lemmygrad users). I’ll be OK eventually but it still hurts right now. Thank you for all the kind words.
You’re cool and good and people like you deserve good people around you.
