We should be friends lol.

Depends on point of view, some would say it’s basically normal. I don’t really put much on them for being intentionally bad, or even consciously bad.

But maybe that’s just part of how messed up I got? I dunno.

At this point I’m still learning how to be a normal person, but I don’t really blame them for how they think. I blame them more for never leaving their little religious matrix.

But I think part of it is just growing up in this region. Very conservative, and for them even admitting that there could be another explanation for anything is basically telling Satan “please drag me straight to the bottom of hell immediately”.

More specifically, it’s just religious trauma at this point, not physical abuse. Well, no more than the typical “spank the fuck outta yo kids” that most thumpers tend to believe.

Maybe that’s just as bad in some ways though. I never felt hated or anything like that though, so I got that going for me. Which is nice.