Wendy_Pleakley [he/him, they/them]

Might get into esoteric knowledge. Mostly because it seems like a cool thing to say, “yeah I’m really into esoteric knowledge”. Is this advisable

Being back in school is mindbending.

Nobody is close to my age. I have mutual people with my classmates, but they’re all 5-10 years younger than me. They all have history with each other, and my only real connection is through people who they see as “the old guys”, so like, I’m the “old guy” to the “old guys”.

Everyone reads music off tablets. In 2019 we made fun of the people who were reading off tablets…? Now I’m out of touch because I don’t have an iPad.

I feel a massive cultural barrier. I feel like Captain America being thawed out of the iceberg. Time forgot me. Everyone was happy to call me dead. Put me back in the fucking ice.

What. This rocks

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*woke up in the name that I wore last night

to the sound of an empty bed*

Death!**

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Being ghosted once by someone you trust will genuinely mess with your head for years

But! I made a sandwich and ate it by the river today. Yummy stuff

More of a comment, really

Oh I totally relate. I love hugs, but am not sure when to do them

“Crow? I don’t get you.”

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I struggle with this sort of thing myself. It’s like I’ll see someone and find them so instantly attractive that I lock up and don’t know how to proceed socially. I usually end up feeling guilty, like I’m staring too much. I felt like it was a male gaze thing for the longest time.

For me some of it is envy vs. attraction, am I into them or do I want to look like them? I’m not always sure, and it could be both or neither. I’m attracted to guys, but women catch my eye more.

I’ve lost my own point! In any case, whoever experiences this, I sympathize, because I am still trying to understand my own tendencies to be awkward around the beautiful people

She’s not a girl

who misses much

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oh yeah

I get the impression that most people don’t get caught in moral quandaries that cause them to retreat from the world in a state of emotional overwhelm

But I do get caught in this assumption that if I explain myself perfectly then it’ll click and somebody will see me as I truly am

I also don’t get how people ask questions without being scared

I don’t understand why I am sweating through every piece of clothing just enough to leave ugly stains. We simply do not have the science to answer such a thing.

It’s very annoying though. Nobody else looks sweaty 😐

Trogdor, Computer Virus.

Also, “A One that is not cold is scarcely a One at all”